What can I say..... this weekend was one to set your head spinning. It started of with me and the boys doing our typical Friday night thing, pizza and a movie night. I asked the boys again if they were sure they were ready to meet "the girls". Both reasured me that they were. Well Saturday rolls around and they go with ME to spend the evening with some frinds of theirs. I had asked Pam and the girls to come up for night since the boys were not going to be there. Once again it was a wonderfull night. I just adore Hannah and Ariel. They are so sweet and Pam is always a joy to have around. The next morning we got up and got ready to go get Ariel's pictures taken. I think everyone was a little nervous/excited/scared because we all, boys an ME included, were going to meet for lunch. Well.... as you could guess, lunch was a little intense. None of the kids said much and Pam and ME barely talked to each other. I really was not supprised though. What was amazing was the difference in the kids once ME left. As soon as she left the tension was gone and the kids were talking and laughing. The boys were talking to Pam. We went to a park and the kids were playing together like they had known each other for years. The rest of the day went so well I asked if Pam and the girls wanted to stay the night again. They did and the boys said they wanted them to stay as well. Well, everything was going great untill ME called to say good night to the boys. She thinks I am rushing things with Pam to much for the boys, so needless to say she was ticked off that the They were staying the night. TO BAD! What she doesn't seem to realize is that she is trying to portray her fears and doubts as the boys own. Are things moving quickly between Pam and I? Yes, but those two boys are my first concern. I would do nothing that I think would hurt them. And if I think the boys are not ready for what ever the next step is then I will wait until they are. I know that Pam understand that and would not be hurt if I needed to, but the boys are showing no signs of going to fast. I am so proud of them. They are far stronger than ME is giving them credit for. She is just scared, I can understand that, but it does get very frustrating.
Anyway, time to move on..... Pam, you are amazing. You are great about puting up with my baggage. I am very happy to have you and the girls in my life. You have shown me just how happy I could have have been the past few years. Thank you. I wish I had met you a couple of years ago, but I am so looking forward to our future together.
Until next time....
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I hope that Ariel's picture taking went well. I thought that Hannah's turned out very well. Do you have your boys photographed on a regular basis? If not, watch out!! :)
Ha ha, very funny! :) Yes, Ariel's pictures turned out just as well as Hannah's.
I don't get their pictures taken very often so it is probably a good thing that she like to do that. And yes, Ariel pictures were just as beautiful as Hannah's.
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